Sheena1980
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They are no more in this world. And unlike indians we know who and were we come from.. incidental births like yours, don’t happen here..Why don't you go & ask them , they will tell you. You have been living a life of lies & deceit.
Whatever they do will not win them war, neither to us.Just goto any indian forum and see what will they do to you....
They are no more in this world. And unlike indians we know who and were we come from.. incidental births like yours, don’t happen here..
Your grandpa was a Baloch from Kharan.. prolly a Marri or was he a buzdar from DIK?
They did the deed after the Battle of Panipat?
Congratulations you share same blood as Pakistanis..
I have been very vocal about my disdain for Indian government and army policies ever since I can remember. I stand rigid strong with this disdain, but this disdain has built a volcanic eruption, and it has been causing me to become unhealthily racist towards Indian people.
Many Pakistanis especially on this Forum leave intolerant posts about Indian people, culture, religion, etc. I have left some posts like those too, but not any that are on the extreme spectrum.
Recently, I have begun to regret that. It just doesn't feel natural, it feels really odd to bully around Indians on this Forum.
If hundreds of hours of my life is spent belittling random Indians on the internet, how awful is that? Life is so short. It just isn't right, it just is not worth it.
I could be spending this time on more useful activities. On the screen, I can be building a Journalistic career and gain unlimited knowledge of Worldly affairs. Away from the screen, I can be building a strong body and gain immaculate success in many regards.
Today, I pledge to stop this Indio-phobia and to stop being racist/mean to the Indian people.
If I have ever have been racist/mean to you, I sincerely apologize.
Good step my friend. Hate is something that should be honed and focused (and used as last resort), rather than be recklessly used on too broad and wide a target/identity (that too often preemptively)....for really your own good in the end.
As you can see for yourself, you are likely far more mature than lot of posters trying to get back into the hate identity politics blanket (i.e judge the perceived identity first rather than individual)....that offers them some fuzzy warmth and refuge (under a mind-warped dull blanket) from having to stare at themselves in the mirror and apply healthy dosage of logic cream on their own acne.
I say dismiss and ignore those types as much as you can (they will call you names and then go through all the stages of "loss" etc )....so listen to your heart/intuition (we are all born with it innately..whatever is layered over time above it), it is set in a better stoic place compared to the mind (which can be quite fickle and wavering) and the heart is talking to you for a reason (I read your other thread too and see a common vein). Hate is a cancer that wears down the heart like nothing else (in an effort to switch it to a bad one with time, which sadly does happen with some people). A good heart intrinsically knows this and will always fight it....forever and to the end....given a good heart has your good interest and life (whatever it turns out like) as its only loyalty (quite unlike a mind which is far more complicated and corruptible). It is the seat of your soul, invested into you by the great mighty one (whether you believe in him or not)...the citadel of your essence...thus it does talk to you when it senses something is not right...quite like nothing else can. Get busy living or get busy dying to quote the Shawshank Redemption...I won't ever forget this scene...what really does speak to your heart in the end?
@Joe Shearer @jbgt90 @Skies @Jungibaaz @RAMPAGE @anant_s @GeraltofRivia @Signalian @Cobra Arbok @VCheng @SecularNationalist @jamahir @Desert Fox @Moonlight @waz @Vergennes @Chak Bamu
Good step my friend. Hate is something that should be honed and focused (and used as last resort), rather than be recklessly used on too broad and wide a target/identity (that too often preemptively)....for really your own good in the end.
As you can see for yourself, you are likely far more mature than lot of posters trying to get back into the hate identity politics blanket (i.e judge the perceived identity first rather than individual)....that offers them some fuzzy warmth and refuge (under a mind-warped dull blanket) from having to stare at themselves in the mirror and apply healthy dosage of logic cream on their own acne.
I say dismiss and ignore those types as much as you can (they will call you names and then go through all the stages of "loss" etc )....so listen to your heart/intuition (we are all born with it innately..whatever is layered over time above it), it is set in a better stoic place compared to the mind (which can be quite fickle and wavering) and the heart is talking to you for a reason (I read your other thread too and see a common vein). Hate is a cancer that wears down the heart like nothing else (in an effort to switch it to a bad one with time, which sadly does happen with some people). A good heart intrinsically knows this and will always fight it....forever and to the end....given a good heart has your good interest and life (whatever it turns out like) as its only loyalty (quite unlike a mind which is far more complicated and corruptible). It is the seat of your soul, invested into you by the great mighty one (whether you believe in him or not)...the citadel of your essence...thus it does talk to you when it senses something is not right...quite like nothing else can. Get busy living or get busy dying to quote the Shawshank Redemption...I won't ever forget this scene...what really does speak to your heart in the end?
@Joe Shearer @jbgt90 @Skies @Jungibaaz @RAMPAGE @anant_s @GeraltofRivia @Signalian @Cobra Arbok @VCheng @SecularNationalist @jamahir @Desert Fox @Moonlight @waz @Vergennes @Chak Bamu
I wonder when will i be able to visit Niazmuddin Dargah in Delhi and Gharib Nawaz Dargah in Ajmer Shareef.
I wonder when will i be able to visit Niazmuddin Dargah in Delhi and Gharib Nawaz Dargah in Ajmer Shareef.
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Yes try telling this to Kashmiris who have been butchered by Indians in Kashmir and Gujrat and other places. You haven't face same hell that is why you are feeling so wrongI have been very vocal about my disdain for Indian government and army policies ever since I can remember. I stand rigid strong with this disdain, but this disdain has built a volcanic eruption, and it has been causing me to become unhealthily racist towards Indian people.
Many Pakistanis especially on this Forum leave intolerant posts about Indian people, culture, religion, etc. I have left some posts like those too, but not any that are on the extreme spectrum.
Recently, I have begun to regret that. It just doesn't feel natural, it feels really odd to bully around Indians on this Forum.
If hundreds of hours of my life is spent belittling random Indians on the internet, how awful is that? Life is so short. It just isn't right, it just is not worth it.
I could be spending this time on more useful activities. On the screen, I can be building a Journalistic career and gain unlimited knowledge of Worldly affairs. Away from the screen, I can be building a strong body and gain immaculate success in many regards.
Today, I pledge to stop this Indio-phobia and to stop being racist/mean to the Indian people.
If I have ever have been racist/mean to you, I sincerely apologize.
I have been very vocal about my disdain for Indian government and army policies ever since I can remember. I stand rigid strong with this disdain, but this disdain has built a volcanic eruption, and it has been causing me to become unhealthily racist towards Indian people.
Many Pakistanis especially on this Forum leave intolerant posts about Indian people, culture, religion, etc. I have left some posts like those too, but not any that are on the extreme spectrum.
Recently, I have begun to regret that. It just doesn't feel natural, it feels really odd to bully around Indians on this Forum.
If hundreds of hours of my life is spent belittling random Indians on the internet, how awful is that? Life is so short. It just isn't right, it just is not worth it.
I could be spending this time on more useful activities. On the screen, I can be building a Journalistic career and gain unlimited knowledge of Worldly affairs. Away from the screen, I can be building a strong body and gain immaculate success in many regards.
Today, I pledge to stop this Indio-phobia and to stop being racist/mean to the Indian people.
If I have ever have been racist/mean to you, I sincerely apologize.
Good for you. I used to be the same. I first came across defence forums and saw them polluted with Indian trolls. I joined mainly to Troll back. I did that with visceral hate for years, saying the worst possible things in a game of trolling one-upmanship.
At some point I matured and at this point in my life I had Indian people in my life I was friendly with. I was also older, working - maturity set in.
It occurred to me that what I was saying online was not acceptable. It started off as a response but had become a default mode. I wasn't contributing to forums, I was spreading hate. That was not me.
I have utter contempt for GoI and thier policies towards Pakistan, Kashmir and Muslims in general but have no hate towards people and have stopped trolling.
I will still give as good as I get, but more often than not I'll just click on the report button to trolling or baiting.
I also have to thank a Doctor Musharaf Hussain, a British scholar of Islam (and science). I was listening to a jummah khutba from him and he said "hate the evil, not the evil doer". It didn't register at the time but it stuck with me anyway. In the following years, it was reflection on that sentence that led me away from being an online hate cannon.