Wherever you go you will be the stranger, it doesnt matter even if you are born in that country, im still ''that Turk'' even thought speak German better than Turkish, they always say we should ''integrate'' ourselves ok fine i dont know what else i should do but you arent making it easy for us either...
If you dont want your roots to be your most important feature then go to Pakistan, but be aware that even there you might be the stranger, thats at least the case with me, we the 2nd/3rd gen have to live with that identitiy crisis unfortunately.