Hi,
Something must have transpired for you to be lit on fire like that---.
Am I looking at a different person to what was 30 days ago?????
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Not different. Just a different side.
Lets put it this way, I have known of the same corruption and lack of action you speak of; up and down in the military and even those handling our nuclear assets. The civil corruption is already well known.
So much corruption and simple "YES SIR" sycophancy whose stench I caught nearly 12 years ago as I probably have stated here that whilst in my first employment working for these dishonest or purely ignorant bufoons. When their answer to why we are not shielding a critical battle management system for a Tank against what is guaranteed EMP by putting it in a faraday cage considering tactical nuclear weapons were a very real possibility on our side. Their answer haunts me to this day "Well, India has not done it so we dont need to". Sounds like a non-incident but seeing this mentality played out all over made me cringe before I eventually left.
Other instances included spending 12 million rupees on equipment currently rotting away because the army colonel posted to this highly sensitive location had a side business which he sent 7 million(yes.. 60% almost) of the 12 million for the procurement via his Cousin. And this motherfcuker was running procurement for our deepest R&D programs. This is stuff I can state without specifics. If I start taking names I can write an entire pamphlet with amounts and names but then these pigs will probably end up having my loved ones picked up or force them into exist at the least or worse. Because some of these pigs now have 2 stars or more.
In the face of this however, I have put faith in my generation and the upcoming one for a long time. Hoping that this malaise will be removed with them. After all, there has been some hope and a seeming desire for change.
But the fact remains that my generation is already tainted, already lost into the same crap yours went through. Its already begun its bribing, its self-serving nepotism and lies, its own skin over that of its fellow people. The rest are lost in some misled religious tripe that makes them intolerant morose nutjobs whose only repetitive speech is telling us we are doomed in the eyes of god lest we do exactly as they do.
Still, there was the generation right after mine but these little dipshits have their asses up their phones and are more into posting instagram selfies of their grandfathers funeral for #tags. To use the pithy urdu term "Ye to pehle se hi c**d gaye hain".
I still had hope, there were good people everywhere top to bottom and they needed messages of encouragement. So instead of your policy of woe with it all I tried to be as fair as possible. See the best as much as possible. Perhaps its a midlife crisis of sorts, but it just hit me how far I had compromised of myself to become exactly what I had hated so much just so I could survive, and hearing a very very young fellow talk proudly of how his father has fed some Agency fellows to keep them as his own personal dogs.. I said LPC Pakistani.
Its time to stop trying to defend it or correct it, just tell them who they are at face value. They are too busy commenting on social media or messages to really make any changes; their beghairti is soo common now that when they can no longer take action to news and instead only post about it, they deserve only spite and reminding them of their failure.
That is not to say other nations arent in similar social demise, but while other nations will trigger a saddened response at the Brain, that is not going to hurt as much. In this case, my wish to see some change in these people; through personal sacrifice as well and the years spent here seems to have brought nothing.