Its painful for a muslim to live in a country with majority kafirs ..... feel the pain
You still don't answer whether you believe yourself to be Indian. If you don't, then you are irrelevant to this discussion.
And with regards to my guts, I would question anyone who are doubt worthy. I would have if it was Rahul Baba fund. Modi has never been accused of being corrupt except by Congress stooges and they too don't make it an election plank since they know that is all hot air.