your unforgiveable mistakes of childhood

[RAMPAGE]

Proust refers. A la recherche du temps perdu. We are ultimately all the same humans. It is not quite empathy, I think; more an understanding of the helplessness of our disposition when faced by even the most banal circumstances.

Do you know of Alain de Botton by any chance?

 

[Indus Pakistan]

We are ultimately all the same humans.

Do you see borders?

 

[Imran Khan]

So many regrets, it’s not even worth recalling them.

Us bandy ko pesy maaf ker de phir bhool ja ghalti smajh ker

 

[Mumm-Ra]

Ganged up with a bunch of my mates against the son of my father's previous brigade commander. He was bigger than us and was quite a bully so we didn't really like him. To say that my father was pissed would be an understatement.

 

[Indos]

The thing that I regret is that I show some resentment when one of my friend follow my step to join Karate Club in my school. Not really understand why I had such feeling. He only joined there for short period of time and it may be due to my unfrendly gesture during the time that he later left the club. I dont know why I hate him when he was still in elementary school, but it may because he looks like a nerd at that time and I prefer making friend with popular guys at school.

After just recently he said to me that he joined other Karate club near his house when he was still kid. I am quite sad now when I think that he left the club because of me and continue practicing Karate in the club near his house. It was in the last year of elementary school or first year of junior high school.

The good thing is that we become close in high school and until now he is one of my best buddies and we still communicate quite often. He was still not popular until he finished high school and he has shared his feeling to me that he was not wanted by other friends in the class, particularly it is because in our particular class many popular guys and ladies are there.

He was often rejected by ladies during high school because he look like nerd. But some how he become handsome after he gain some weight and become a mature guy and have a good time when he was in university. His look change much and he become a marketer and later become a regional manager (he managed the operation of several Indonesia provinces when he work in a multinational company), and I believe one of the reason of his success is because his current look. Today he has his own business and a pretty wife.

There was time when he had a romance with a popular girl in school. That girl and him have same bus route, so they often use the same bus to go home. The lady show some kind of happiness when those two sit quite close in the same bus and my friend tell it to me. But after rumors spread that suggest my friend become a boy friend of that girl, that girl (that was quite pretty and popular) called my friends in front of her popular friends and said that she doesnt consider my friend as her boy friend. That event really crush my friend heart.

 

[JonAsad]

Hit and Run
Zina

Lets see
Murder, well its complicated.

 

[KediKesenFare3]

I feel the same. My reason? What I did in the past is so disgusting, so despicable, so unforgiveable that even if I lived 10 lives I could not redeam. If there is god I have already earned a first class ticket in hell. I only hope the almighty forgives. But surely that can't be. If I am forgiven it would make mockery of natural justice and why would evil be stayed? Indeed it would be encouraged.

So what did I do? No comment.

Ofc, I won't unveil my worst on a platform like PDF. But I can say that one of the biggest mistakes of my childhood was gaining weight. I mean, yeah, eventually I lost all the weight (50 kg = 110 lbs); but the body NEVER forgets and I'm not even talking about loose skin. Surprisingly, I almost don't have visible loose skin but it damaged my childhood and teenage years in a way that words cannot describe. Deep down, I'm still mad at my parents for letting me gain all the weight.

If there's one thing I've learned from losing all the weight, it's that being thin/skinny doesn't make you happy, it doesn't turn your life around and being fat may hurt your health but your general happiness shouldn't rely on a number that your scale shows you.

And I learned the hard way that I cannot become a bodybuilder or a (semi-)professional athlet. That train has left the station the minute I became fat back then. The body cannot fully recover even if you don't see the damage, it's there in your joints, muscles, skin, organs etc.

Btw, this doesn't mean that I'm not doing sports. I go to the gym, still, I know - now - that most bodybuilders and athlets are doing sports since early childhood.

I tried to rectify this mistake of my childhood and I was able to do it for the most part. I guess, though, that any mistake you can rectify comletly cannot be considered as a mistake. For me, the definition of mistake is that it'll going to occupy you and nag you 'till you die.

You have no other choice than take it to your lonely, cold grave.

In many cases, your mistakes will even be with you in the hereafter.
Waiting for you in hell.

@Imran Khan

 

[Indus Pakistan]

Waiting for you in hell.

See you there Kedi.

 

[KediKesenFare3]

See you there Kedi.

I know.

 

[Indus Pakistan]

I almost don't have visible loose skin

This would only happen if you were grossly obese for sustained amount of time in your adulthood. As a child your skin is still able to recover and has significant elasticity.

 

[Joe Shearer]

Do you know of Alain de Botton by any chance?

Only indirectly, I'm sorry to say; read about him and his philosophy. I've stopped reading straight philosophy, soon after my 30s.

Ganged up with a bunch of my mates against the son of my father's previous brigade commander. He was bigger than us and was quite a bully so we didn't really like him. To say that my father was pissed would be an understatement.

That's a regret? Hmm.

 

[BDforever]

I was around 12 years old, playing cricket with my friends in the field. Suddenly a Chinese kid came and was watching us, hoping to fit in among us and make new friends. He was bit fat and everyone was making fun him. I made sumo wrestling gesture toward him, he could not speak but his tearful eyes said everything. He left and never came back again, I felt really bad. His face still haunts me, I wish I ever get a chance to apologise to him and may Allah forgives me.

 

[KediKesenFare3]

This would only happen if you were grossly obese for sustained amount of time in your adulthood. As a child your skin is still able to recover and has significant elasticity.

My BMI was 40. I was overweight during my teenage years to mid-twenties. I'am lucky, though, I have stretch marks on my tummy but it's not that noticeable.

 

[Ashraf. M]

When we were caught in the act, me 14 and my gf 2 yrs younger, I compelled her, 38yrs since then and no contact, until.recently, but when I found her in fb I immediately sent a friend request, but to my dismay she blocked me.

 

[BDforever]

When we were caught in the act, me 14 and my gf 2 yrs younger, I compelled her, 38yrs since then and no contact, until.recently, but when I found her in fb I immediately sent a friend request, but to my dismay she blocked me.