The OP posts this weird stuff all over the internet. This forum, Youtube, Twitter, Quora, I've seen him post this weird stuff for years. It's definitely the same fruitcake.Bro, this is cringey as f*ck.
Do you honestly derive any self of self satisfaction or gratification from this?
For the love of god please focus on your studies and advancing in your careers, learn to build wealth and if you need help find those who have done what you're looking to do and learn from them.
Find a nice girl and settle down rather than getting involved with the kafir particularly these goras.