Hi,
When it is for national defence---I would beg borrow or steal---. How do you think we built our nuc and missile program---we begged borrowed and stole off course---.
In relating to defence matters---it is not about the ego---but rather about the focus and goal in front of you---at what you want to achieve.
Remember---when you need that ONE bullet---would you rather have the chamber empty or would you rather have it loaded with the one begged / borrowed---.
When ever you get thoughts like this---just consider the example of Israel---they paid---begged---borrowed---stole---they did everything to get their weapons and weapons system.
Any less is not acceptable from a patriotic citizen. The bullet does not know---if it has been begged borrowed or stolen---it will do its job without prejudice every time you pull the trigger.