If you are really Shahdat Hussain(I doubt ) then they(Hindus) may kicked you out from India by labeling you as illegal migrant from BD. May be you are wishing to enter Bd and see how Muslim live as par their wish unlike in Bharat mata land.
When is the last time you enjoy some Beef Nihari? I see your current location is Iran. Perhaps, Iran Zamin has fulfilled some of your dire wishes.
Bro don't mind him. They are so inferiority complex ridden that they are ashamed of their real name and religion.