Thats what i was concerned about too...you're spending too much time here. Got snubbed by the mod then. Focus on fast, nust tests. They're still going on. You can't just give up. Coz decisions made in this age matter the most later i think.
If you miss this season, apply again next year, but get in good uni. Don't be hasty. One of my friends, didn't get in, waited for one year, prepared nice and good, and got in lums next year. That one wasted year doesn't matter now. What matters is that he's a lums graduate now.