Thats what my point is. Even if you are Muslims you have bitterness in relation. Bitterness is upto level of hatered.
There is a word "Pragmatic", A pragmatic person Understand the situation and adapt accordingly. Look around you, Muslims are not liked world wide (Mr Shahrukh khan was snubbed at USA). NATO/India/Israel are your enemy , If you survived from this trio, your muslim brothers are killing you.
What option do you have? Be pragmatic and revert to your original religion. At least your life will be safe. you will not snubbed at airport . You will not looked as suspicious. If you can convert once, what problem in reverting???
Note and disclaimer: These are my personal view.
I think you may like to stop here.
You are venturing in a purely different religious discussion here which is not related to the aspects discussed here.
You want to become a Hindu missionary, open another thread, please.