Thank you my brother i never get over it but I'm hoping ill live how she would want me to. Those Punjabi women were the glue that helps us prosper just pure dedication to their faith and families. I made her worry during my wild days but she never left me always was there when even my dad turned his back. Waz you can judge Indian women by how they treat their daughters in law my wife told me on the phone that she lost a mom not a mother-in-law. I will bounce back and the aunties and friends here have been so kind and so much love shown I hope to repay one day. This forum is a good way to pass free time thanks for the kind words brotherVery sad to hear about that brother, my prayers are with your mother Raab rest her soul, and yourself. You'll be stronger as time goes along.
I'm glad people are there to check up on you.