State won't wake up on your version of thoughts.
Life doesn't matter for you then go and blow yourself in a market full ladies. But before that leave a video message. That you didn't like this behayyai. Surely you'll go to Jannah and your job is done.
What is your strength in numbers? Your brotheren TTP has done enough attempts. You can also fulfill your desire.
Do you have any presence in armed forces. You will do a coup and get power and impose your sharia. Your every attempt will be a failure, mind you.
What else you can do. Give dharna in front of parliament, a hunger strike. There is possibility govt. may listen to you. What about my wishes.
Or you make a political party, get enough support and vote. Then make laws and implement them.
I have given you all possible options. Stop day dreaming and think on them pragmatically.
Till then please stop this threatening tone.