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Hyperion hes making some funny allusions towards my tools not being up to the task !
Dude I've seen so many marriages gone bad & so many of my cousins & elders who were brimming with dreams & wants & a few years into their marriage they settled for the mundane. I don't want to end up like that ! I don't want to work twice as hard for a boss whose rotten guts I hate so that I can get a pay increase because the ever rising bills now that I have to take care of two are making me edgy & do this all over again over & over & over again because then you've got the kids & more expenses till maybe 20 years down the lane I end up realizing - Yaaar mein tou eik human ATM machine hiii bannn kar reh giyaa thaaa.....sure I had the love from my family but all that I had dreamed about I never achieved an iota of it because of commitments & compromises !
I'd rather spend an entire year back packing through Asia, sleeping on the road side, eating from the dirtiest kiosks along the way & doing all the things I want to do before I settle down to a life that is monotonous, materialistic & stifling ! I just want to live before I do that.
Nah mate I can't even contemplate marriage that soon !