@
alpha1cavalier
Suicidal is a good thought but also think of it this way....
suicide is 1 gunnah once done you cant repent coz once dead you dont get a chance to repent!
Aysa gunnah hai agar successful ker liyea tou uski maafi nai hai ...that used to keep me going when I was a little depressed...
Look kid right now everything might seem jumbled but once you are a little on your own and know what you want...or should I say once you are sorted you will be ok....
I am a princess brought up in nothing but rose petals...
I got scolded for things I did not do
I wasnt allowed sleep overs while everyone in my class did
I wasnt allowed to go out late
I was FORCED to sleep at 10 pm coz dad had a schedule and made everyone follow it!
Because I had a bit of Bulimia nervosa NATURALLY if I must say, my body rejected food which I didnt like ...Instant vomiting
I was a sick child, allergic to almost everything, my sisters used to tease that I need to be in a bubble!
Because I was allergic to soo many things, Every now and then kuch na kuch mayra band ho jata tha...
Someone suggested I am allergic to insect bites, I wasnt allowed out after maghrib
Someone suggested grass, I wasnt allowed to play much outside...
IN short @
alpha1cavalier each of us has gone through a certain degree of malfunctioned parenting!