I'm thinking donating the most of her personal possessions to covid, and poverty relief, since I don't have any female relatives anyways.Viper has said wisely. May your parents rest in peace and May you have strength to withstand your losses. Steadfast, do good work (charity, helping elderly, etc) for your parent and work towards your own family.
Death is a reality so brace yourself for this difficult time, and lastly sooner everyone will meet his end.