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I am a Muslim of the Indian subcontinent. Let me tell you a story. This is the story of my life.

LOOKING BACK AT MY DISTANT PAST

I am a Muslim of the Indian subcontinent. Let me tell you a story. This is the story of my life.

I am 1,300 years old. I live in India, which has now one of the largest communities of Muslims in the world. I also provide intellectual leadership to Islam. I am also home of great scholars and Sufi tradition of Islam. And yes, I am proud of who I am now; a Muslim who worships Allah and believes in Muhammad & Quran. I live and die for Islam. I even divided the land called India for Islam with the help of foreign rulers and I am ready to do it again if opportunity arises.

But I was not always a Muslim. About 1450 years ago there were actually no Muslims in this world. I was a follower of Hinduism which is the oldest religion of mankind. I had been like this for generations. If human civilization is 10,000 years old, then I was a Hindu for 10,000 years. If human civilization is 100,000 years old, I was a Hindu for 100,000 years.

But then something changed.

I rejected everything that I had been following for thousands or even million years. This change did not come easy. Habits are not easy to form and it was my dharma; the story of my lineage for centuries. It was a life of exquisite stories, mythology, colours, rituals, dances, music, mantras and food, infused in my blood. It was the most difficult transition which took many generations of hardship to accomplish. But, Al-hamdolillah, I became a Muslim, dheeray dheeray, slowly, albiet surely.

I have some vague memories in my hereditary DNA how it all started. My forefathers were peaceful and spiritual people who lived in harmony with nature. They had no expansionist desires. We were a vast land from the world’s tallest peaks to the longest rivers and deserts. Herds of Arab, Afghan and Mongol armies of looters started ransacking my land, about 1000 years ago. The came & came in droves. They killed my fathers and brothers. They dishonoured my mothers and sisters. My mother was one who was enslaved and sold in the bazars of Baghdad. The mountain pass in Afghanistan looking at the Indian plains was named Hindu-kush, so much was the blood strewn of my brethren. They massacred my people and continued to do so for centuries. I died and lived as well, to pass on my genetic lineage and expand my tribe of Islam that in 1941 census we were 24.3% or 95 million in 1230 years of coercion & conversion (712-1941).

I dishonoured my foundations due to fear initially. Slowly generations who followed forgot the sacrifices of my parents, sisters and brothers. I became a diehard Muslim. I reassured myself that it was time for a change and may be that was the only way my family could live in peace and without disgrace of slavery. It was the most tragic, bloody, dangerous, sad and painful compromise in my life’s story of 10 centuries.

The effect was so brutal that I refused to look back at my history, lest my old wounds begin to fester again. When I am told by Will Durant that “The Mohammedan Conquest of India is probably the bloodiest story in history. It is a discouraging tale, for its evident moral is that civilization is a precarious thing, whose delicate complex of order and liberty, culture and peace may at any time be overthrown by barbarians invading from without or multiplying within,” no tears or remorse touches my heart.

I am suffering from historical amnesia. I have forgotten my entire history. Today, when someone reminds me of these painful experiences, I refuse to pay attention to them. I dismiss them as stories concocted by anti-Islamic elements and dismiss the facts of history and archaeology. I don’t question the ruins of Nalanda, Gyanvapi mosque or Somnath temple.

I forgot the high principles taught to me by nature. I forgot the lessons of my relationship with the Cosmos. I forgot that Brahman lives inside me; indeed, I am the Brahma, the eternal God. I externalised my God as Allah, perched somewhere in a far corner of the Universe. I relegated myself from being the God to an entity without any knowledge of relationship with the reality. My paradise became a brothel house of 72 virgins, food, fruit and booze, owned and managed by Allah. I killed many of my brethren for the lust of that brothel house. It was the scare of hell which overtook my sanity. I forgot my scriptures. I lost my relationship with Upanishads & yogic traditions. I lost dharma as well as karma.

Now sometimes if the memory of my blood-soaked past emerges in my dreams, my eyes no longer ooze out tears of blood, my heart no longer misses a beat. I retaliate by clinging more fiercely with my faith group.

I know I have lost so much. I have lost connection with the land of my ancestors. I have sacrificed a lot to become a Muslim. Islam was not handed to me on a platter. No prophet spoke to me in my language. No angel descended from heavens. I adopted a revealation which was not meant for me. I believed the hearsay and destroyed everything that had always been my foundation; the history in which my ancestors were the heroes. The stories which were part of my intellectual and cultural heritage. I rejected all just to become a Muslim. I bet no one in human history has made such a sacrifice. I destroyed myself and the land l belonged to.

I am an unfortunate member of the lost tribe of Hinduism. I live with those who are related to me in blood and history. But I can’t love them or go back to their fold, due to the gruesome memories of blood inflicted on my soul, via generations of blind faith on scriptures, holy in name only. To me my own blood brethren are Kafirs!

I am an indoctrinated lost soul. I am an (unfortunate) Muslim of the Indian subcontinent.

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Hinduism is the oldest religion of the world.
It's not.
 
Buddhists believe that there is no fundamental difference between any human and every individual should be valued and treated with justice and fairness.
"Budhha himself said there is no God.."
Welcome the lower class in India to follow Buddhism sincerely, all living beings are equal, and everyone can become a Buddha. It is also one of the most influential religions in Asia.
Yes buddha said there is no god .
 
The level of insecurity runs deep in Hindus. It's genuinely sad. You should just convert to Islam on mass. I've already seen a few who eventually converted after starting out as Hindu nationalists, forcing themselves to learn about their religion, and then feeling the same way Muslims do.

Your larping about being peaceful is just a coping mechanism. You aren't peaceful, you are simply weak. There is a massive difference.
beautifully said!
 

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For the sake of truth and knowledge, this is my paternal grandfather, who is now in Allah's care. Original Bihari [Hindustani] and very proud Bihari. He is not Aryan/Scythian or Central Asian origin.

Unlike the word Hindu, Bihar is early Vedic word. Our faith is unchanged. The final Revelation, the Quran, describes our faith.

The oldest Hindu temple is less than 2000 years old. The first written reference to a Hindu Mandir is from 4th century CE and the word Hindu came centuries later.

We have never believed in idol worship. You can make an idol anything you want which is effectively extension of your ego. If I were to worship idols why wouldn't I worship my own ancestry whom I love and respect going back thousands of years? Because we don't believe in it.

Accountability comes through faith under Higher Power which is our Creator. The Creator put humans on earth and the Creator will take us back. This is not a concept, we actually believe the unseen Creator is real. Meanwhile, you are bowing to idols some of whom I am sure are my ancient ancestors who despised idol worship. Hindutva is full of ignorance plus arrogance.
 
Virus, mocks lungi for being Bengali. I believe lungi is likely of Bihari origin. My grandad would always be in lungi at home.
 
But I was not always a Muslim. About 1450 years ago there were actually no Muslims in this world. I was a follower of Hinduism which is the oldest religion of mankind. I had been like this for generations. If human civilization is 10,000 years old, then I was a Hindu for 10,000 years. If human civilization is 100,000 years old, I was a Hindu for 100,000 years.
This is the funniest bullshit I have ever came across. According to this 'logic' Homo Neanderthalensis and Homo Erectus were all dhoti wearing Hindus! Neanderthals did not hunt cows but drank it's urine and ate dung as Prasad! According to this 'logic' even the uncontacted tribes of Amazon forest are Modi bhakt hindu! In fact every person in every ages who is not a Muslim is automatically a Hindu! This type of thinking can only comes from a severe inferiority complex, desperation and fear of Muslims. Hindus are over a billion in number, why they have to give Hindu tag to everyone else except Muslims to feel secure in front of Muslims?
 
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I am a human of the Indian subcontinent. Let me tell you a story. This is the story of my life.

a few million years ago I was a monkey swinging in the trees.....

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This is the funniest bullshit I have ever came across. According to this 'logic' Homo Neanderthalensis and Homo Erectus were all dhoti wearing Hindus! Neanderthals did not hunt cows but drank it's urine and dung as Prasad. According to this 'logic' even the uncontacted tribe of Amazon forest are Modi bhakt hindu! In fact every person in every ages who is not a Muslim is automatically a Hindu! This type of thinking can only comes from a severe inferiority complex, desperation and fear of Muslims. Hindus are over a billion in number, why they have to give Hindu tag to Homo Neanderthalensis, Homo Erectus and uncontacted Amazon Tribes to feel secure in front of Muslims?
This is the level of their obsession with us.
I am a human of the Indian subcontinent. Let me tell you a story. This is the story of my life.

a few million years ago I was a monkey swinging in the trees.....

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For the sake of truth and knowledge, this is my paternal grandfather, who is now in Allah's care. Original Bihari [Hindustani] and very proud Bihari. He is not Aryan/Scythian or Central Asian origin.

Unlike the word Hindu, Bihar is early Vedic word. Our faith is unchanged. The final Revelation, the Quran, describes our faith.

The oldest Hindu temple is less than 2000 years old. The first written reference to a Hindu Mandir is from 4th century CE and the word Hindu came centuries later.

We have never believed in idol worship. You can make an idol anything you want which is effectively extension of your ego. If I were to worship idols why wouldn't I worship my own ancestry whom I love and respect going back thousands of years? Because we don't believe in it.

Accountability comes through faith under Higher Power which is our Creator. The Creator put humans on earth and the Creator will take us back. This is not a concept, we actually believe the unseen Creator is real. Meanwhile, you are bowing to idols some of whom I am sure are my ancient ancestors who despised idol worship. Hindutva is full of ignorance plus arrogance.
Every religion is a man made dogma at the end of the day. None can claim to be pure, peaceful or the "best" religion.
It's the ultimate weapon the keep the masses and the poor entangled in a series of events that repeats again and again.
One persons belief is another persons illusion. As long as humans exist there will be differences which give rise to conflicts right now it's religion.
Following religion as a way of life to encourage fraternity between people, as a moral guidance in consonance with principles of natural justice and human rights is perfectly acceptable to me but the to and fro extremism and hate is bothering.
 
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IDK about others, but I read the story of the prophet (pbup), it brings tears to my eyes. Those Muslims conquered the world. I agree, we do have a superiority complex. I’ve seen many non Muslims hate this about us. We could be fine with them staying as non Muslims, but they absolutely hate the fact that we are Muslims and have a spiritual connection anywhere in the world.

Living around Muslims in the west, traveling to the Middle East, I can’t explain the emotional connection you feel when meeting other Muslims. Honestly, it’s nuts how true it is about the Ummah concept.
I don’t like the term “Ummah Chummah.” We’re partly to blame for this because we didn’t evolve our economy or society, except to depend on hangouts from brotherly nations. Sooner or later those freebies had to end. And in return in a typical Pakistani gesture we mock Islamic unity.
When a POS Indian says “oh you’re trying to be Arab or Turkish or Persian” what he means by that is he hates that you have affinity for other Muslims. He wants to destroy that because he sees it as a challenge to his dominance. This is why he mocks you for your religion, traditions, and culture. He wants to incorporate you into his because some random nobody told him via WhatsApp that these lands and people were Hindu and forcefully converted. He can’t stomach that.
Ironically Muslims of the combined India prior to Independence had more affinity and connection with the rest of the Muslim world than it does now. You can see that in the attire the muslim intellectuals wore and the languages they spoke and the travels they undertook. If anything we've become more hinduified since the independence in all of the aforementioned categories.
 
Ironically Muslims of the combined India prior to Independence had more affinity and connection with the rest of the Muslim world than it does now. You can see that in the attire the muslim intellectuals wore and the languages they spoke and the travels they undertook. If anything we've become more hinduified since the independence in all of the aforementioned categories.
Not really, Pakistan was connected to the Islamic world more so than the Indian Muslims. We had influence, but just like with everything else in Pakistan, GHQ didn’t evolve their relationship. Acted like we will continue to get jobs and aids without caring to build Pakistan up. After a while, even families get tired of the lazy no good member who can’t help himself.

Not hindufied, but beigheret at least the folks on top. They drink, murder, rape, zina you name it, and then for photo ops, go on Hajj or invoke Allah swt. Pakistan needs cleansing, and I’m afraid many have to die before things will right themselves
 
Chuss hi mari.

Danishwar (Gayani) nai lag raha, Chawal lag raha hai ✋
 
I am a human of the Indian subcontinent. Let me tell you a story. This is the story of my life.

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you sir get a darwin award.

india was supar powar and muslim come and destroy beautiful bharat mata. they kill so many hindus and took their dot headed women for sexual slavery with their halal penises. thats the story plus pakistan is to blame aswell cos they betrayed hindus and separated.
 
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