I understand your predicament. Once you cross over the Himalayas like your Tibetan brothers and seek refuge in India - you will finally taste freedom like they do. You can then air what you really believe.
To the Chinese, this is not brutality - to them it is the height of their bravery. Killing unarmed Buddhist monks - that's all they are really capable of.
Sorry, they are no reported by main stream. I can easily dig out tons of these things about India. But at least you will not easily find info of public defecation about China becos it almost non exist. we have plenty of public toilet and we dont do barbaric act.