I know bro. When we first broke up, two days later she met up with me at Starbucks to talk because we both were hurting. Remember how she was crying when we were talking and i an tell she wanted to get back together. I had to contain myself because i want to cry too. It was my pride in the end, my pride prevented me from holding her and crying, too. I thought it was best to ignore her until the pain in my heart died away, so i ignored her calls, her emails for 2 months.
Then after 2 months i realize that the pain is not going away. perhaps it was true love i had for her. And when i reached out to her, her feelings for me had gone already, my mistake was letting her go.
That's my greatest regret ...letting her go. And its so hard to find someone like her, now i realize. She's family oriented, she's the oldest sister in her family, so she's very caring. Very respectful to her parents, to her younger siblings, too. Hard worker , very educated, and beautiful. She's so beautiful...